More tattoos than there used to be. Some good and some bad. <3

More tattoos than there used to be. Some good and some bad. <3

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fieldbears:

britneyjustin:


britsanity:






Witnesses say they asked Britney why she shaved her head and her response was, “I’m tired of plugging things into it. I’m tired of people touching me.”



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T-Pain: “That was the most beautiful thing in the world. Do you know why she was shaving her head? Because it was so important to other people. She is like, “Listen. Don’t touch my hair anymore. Stop touching my hair.” People were like, “We’ve got to make your hair before you go outside. You can’t leave.” She went … “Now I don’t have hair. What you going to do?”


The older I get the more her breakdown seems less ‘unbalanced’ and more ‘completely understandable’

fieldbears:

britneyjustin:

britsanity:

Witnesses say they asked Britney why she shaved her head and her response was, “I’m tired of plugging things into it. I’m tired of people touching me.”

i can never not reblog this

T-Pain: “That was the most beautiful thing in the world. Do you know why she was shaving her head? Because it was so important to other people. She is like, “Listen. Don’t touch my hair anymore. Stop touching my hair.” People were like, “We’ve got to make your hair before you go outside. You can’t leave.” She went … “Now I don’t have hair. What you going to do?”

The older I get the more her breakdown seems less ‘unbalanced’ and more ‘completely understandable’

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Earl says I shouldn’t mention “heroin” because it makes people feel weird around me. But I feel like it’s dishonest to leave out such a primary part of my experience when interacting with real people. If you’ve seen me recently and know what I’m talking about- send me input! :)

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antipahtico:

Enoch Bolles 1937

antipahtico:

Enoch Bolles 1937

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horroroftruant:

Do you want to party? It’s partytime!

Seriously one of my favorite movies. Brought it up once in a college class and was shut down by a professor who thinks only Romero films deserve respect! Boooo

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Sometimes I forget that I can do whatever I want!

And courtesy dosing at the Triangle Center here in Springfield, IL, has been an experience in remembering to be grateful for the access to treatment in Portland. Plus- why are people here so rude and unfriendly! I smile at everyone I see and people are still weird. That whole “Midwestern kindness” thing is a total lie.
At least it’s gonna be nice and cold for the second half of our time here! Can’t deal with even like a little humidity without melting. Also spent $90 at ulta yesterday. Life.

ALSO. it’s still so triggering to be here. But holding strong- despite earl (husband) making near constant pleas to buy heroin. NO. I say. ITS NOT WORTH RUINING IT. I say. I also wish they had not prescribed my pup Xanax as a flight sedative….but that’s a whole other story, really. Again. Life.
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I already miss portland. Home. :( I don’t belong in Springfield and it’s only been a few hours. Plus- it’s very triggering. Universe, stand by me.

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For all the entries I write and never post…..

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Just a reminder of how cute my husband is! Crazy that I&#8217;ve been married for 3 years. I don&#8217;t feel like an adult still! Hah. And it&#8217;s crazy to be with someone you&#8217;ve known for 10 years. 
But. Ugh. Our trip home to visit family (for the first time since leaving in 2010) is coming up next week and I&#8217;m so nervous. I feel like puking when I think about it. Hoping things goes well and people aren&#8217;t disappointed in how old and fat I am now haha.

Just a reminder of how cute my husband is! Crazy that I’ve been married for 3 years. I don’t feel like an adult still! Hah. And it’s crazy to be with someone you’ve known for 10 years.
But. Ugh. Our trip home to visit family (for the first time since leaving in 2010) is coming up next week and I’m so nervous. I feel like puking when I think about it. Hoping things goes well and people aren’t disappointed in how old and fat I am now haha.

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Tsathoggua (woodcut print) by Liv Rainey

Tsathoggua (woodcut print) by Liv Rainey

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We’re gonna die like this, you know.

Does it age me that I legitimately lost my virginity to Taking Back Sunday’s cd “Where You Want to Be”?!!

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adventuresinblunderland:

the-middle-eastern-feminist:

Perfect example of how patriarchy uses racism and classism to prevent solidarity and create division between women.

"to prevent solidarity and create division between women." Can not stress enough.

adventuresinblunderland:

the-middle-eastern-feminist:

Perfect example of how patriarchy uses racism and classism to prevent solidarity and create division between women.

"to prevent solidarity and create division between women." Can not stress enough.

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